I have learned, to be real strong these days, to stand tall whatever situation struck me down, whatever bad thoughts they think of me, I just don't really care too much, for there are much more things to be happy with, and here, I chose to be nice and practicing good manners to anyone, to those who ever once laugh at me, laugh at my mistakes, I know , I have a lot of weaknesses, and I still trying to improve myself, from that I learned to be humble, to let go of my ego, but, there is sometime I feel I feel empty inside, heart that once upon embraces with beautiful garden, turns out like a vast draught land, and I am afraid of losing myself, slowly, situation has changes me to be another kind of me...