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A small shoulder.


I would like to write something today.

Having a reading on some posts regarding da'wah and islamic articles, i just realized there are so much confuses lingering in muslims minds. Especially to those who are new in islam. Question per question comes out from their mind, adding more confuse to them. 

Realizing that too much burden put on shoulders of islamic motivator, ustaz, ustazah or whatever they call them. I, sympathy. Eyyy. this responsibility does not fall on them only, it's together responsibility, among us, among muslims. We are brothers, rite? So, it's our responsibility to show and to be an islamic embassador to public. I, also believe that task is put on my shoulder as well.

However, here come the problems ..

I just an ordinary muslim, still searching and learning about islam. Sometimes, i fell down, feel bored, give up as there is nobody that light me up. Because at some point, I just realized I am not that strong, my faith not that strong. Drowning by the flow of environment. Moving away from His path, His guidance.

At the end, I would like to say..

Sorry.
Sorry, friends.
Sorry, brothers, sisters,
Sorry, my family.





I just found out, writing is one way of 'muhasabah'.
towards a better muslim.
In Shaa Allah.
Cheers!




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